孤独寂寞

Hazel Is sick For 1 week plus dy .!!

I hate Sick .!!

But i loves rain .

I hide my tears when i say ur name ,

de pain in my heart is stil de same ,

though I smile & seem carefree ,

thr's no one who misses u more thn me .

Im tired of feeling dis way .!!

Why im feeling like im doesn't belong anywhr .?

Im nt lost .

Im juz nt whr i wan to b .

If u were to lose me ,

would u find me again .?

Who heards de sounds of my pain .?

Who saw de amount of my tears .

Sometimes u have to b careful de past doesn't becum de present n de

present doesnt becum de past .

To de 1 hu hurt me ,

Fuck u .

To de 1 I hurt ,

Im sry .

To de 1 I love ,

I'l love u owes .

Im sry I dn meet up to ur standards bt u'r de 1 hu said u would love

me fr hu i am .

Love completely ,

bt nvr let de 1 u love cause u to lose sight of hu u r or wad u deserve .

true love builds a 4ever n nvr diminishes u .!

难道我的人生就真的注定要我一个人独自去面对 .?

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