sienzz

haiz
23.1.2010 nida wake up at 8am .
cz nid to go to work . T.T so tired .
my life jz like SUCKS .!
lonely + sad + pain + single + headache +
hate + beahh song + n much more ...
y .??
y .??
y .??
y my life is going to b so sucks .?
haiz .
iie hate lonely n sad .!
plsssss go away frm miie .!!
iie dn wn to b a suckers .
n plsssss dn hate miie .
if euu do ,
jz fuck off frm my life .
iie wont b so kind n nice anymore .!
cz ppl jz noe hw to treat miie as a rubbish .!!
iie jz wan to b a happiiee girl .
iie jz wan to have a happiiee life .
iie jz wan to have a nice n swt memories .
reli hope tat iie can had it .
even though b4 d minute tat iie die .
T.T

n iie HATE LIERS d most .!!
so if euu wan to lie to miie ,
thn jz lie .!!!!!!
bt ...
iie wont 4give euu .!!!!!!

n jz hope he can find his happyness .
iie luvb euu as iie do .
bt ...
iie wil try to 4get bout euu .
iie wil .
iie trust myself iie could do it .
+u +u .


ʏ ∂σ ιιɛ иι∂ тσ ƨα∂ и cяʏ αɢαιи ʝz вcz σғ нιм .?
нɛ σƨσ ∂ιи ƨα∂ и cяʏ ʝz вcσz σғ мιιɛ .
ιιɛ ωιℓ 4ɢɛт ɛʋʋ .!
ιιɛ иσɛ ɛʋʋ нαρρι-ιиɢ иω .
ƨσ ιιɛ ωιℓ 4ɢɛт αℓℓ ∂ ραƨт и ƨтαят α иɛω ℓιғɛ .!
ιιɛ иσɛ ιιɛ cαи ∂σ ιт .!
ιιɛ мz ƨтαʏ ƨтяσиɢ иσ мαттɛя нω ƨα∂ и ραιи ιιɛ αм .!

happiie birthday haw zaii .

21.1.2010
2day is a skul day .
n iie woke up very early 2 .
cz iie oso dono y .
headache .
T.T

oopps .
1st thing iie do after iie wake up ,
is check my hp whether got msg or nt .
omg .!
like usual .
omost have 30+ msg tat iie nt yt reply .

haiz
lazy wanna reply arh .
going to skul .
2day iie wil stay bck after skul .
wif my frenx .
cz we go out wif haw zaii .
2day is his BIRTHDAY .
we went to kok boon ,
pullman ,
hills mall ,
parkson ,
kfc ,
tun jugah ,
sarawak plaza .

we went to shopping .
cz we wanted to find sum shirts for
CNY .
bt ,
we couldn't find it .
T.T
DOWN .!

bt nvm lorh .
stil got my frenx company miie .
=]

tqq haw zaii ,
brian ong ,
rosy jong ,
pei wen ,
for company miie yeahh .
luvb euu all .
<3
muuackx .



happiee birthday yeahh haw zaii .

hate love

比想象中更痛 ♥ 你真的没回头 我命令眼泪不许失控
回忆不跟你走 都挤在我心中 我就有责任让它值得被珍重
谢谢你曾让我难过 谢谢我没有想太多当爱情左盼右顾的时候
我眼泪都笑了 谁还想哭呢 再勇敢的站着 找回光和热
面对你的时候 我不会舍不得 因为你已是过客 因为路有些曲折
是美的心碎成了沙漠 就快开凿绿洲 我没有时间不知所措
你温柔的双手 本就不属于我 又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢
谢谢你曾让我难过 谢谢我没有想太多当爱情左盼右顾的时候
我眼泪都笑了 谁还想哭呢 再勇敢的站着 找回光和热
面对你的时候 我不会舍不得 因为你已是过客
因为路有些曲折你眼泪都笑了谁还会哭呢
来不及完美的 就唱首骊歌 想起你...的时候 我不是卑微的
反而我没有遗憾
因为我已爱过你 深深的 想起你的时候，我不是卑微的 .

cousin's wedding n happiiee hour nitez . C=

16.1.2010

♥ nw thn iie jz realize tat 16.1.10 8pm start ,
iie can b much more happier thn b4 .
after iie drunk ,
iie can 4get all of d painness n sadness .
y should iie face all dis .?
y do iie nid to continuing suffer all dis painness .?
it's okiiee .
iie stil have my siblings n bez frenx beside miie .
n laz nite berjudi wif my uncles .
quite lucky d .
uncle euu say tat we stil can drunk n judi 2gether on CNY d .
so nw im waiting for CNY day to cum .
miz laz nite memories .
<3


our face after drinking .
c=

we 3 .
my face is blur .


ugly horh .?

stil got alot of pics tat iie haven uploaded it .
cz lazy
xD
sry yeahh .
jz upload 3 pic .
=]

1st day of skul .

4/1/2010

1st day of skul .
damn sienzz d .!
alot of things had happen on tat day ,
n iie jz feel so sad after skul .
T.T

haiz .
myb my luck doesn't tat gud .
:(

sienzz arhx .
d teachers .
been teached by disiplin teachers ,
n sum of d teachers damn strict d .
T.T


going to die soon .!
of all d stress tat iie had .!


jz wish tat iie would b hapiie as iie wish .

jz wish tat iie would b as lucky as iie hope.

jz wish tat iie would b as funny as iie wil .

jz wish tat iie would nt to b sad
tat iie do nt wish to .!

jz wish tat iie would b ...

alot of wishes tat iie wan to wish to .
am my wish cum true .?
am iie .?

iie reli dono wad should iie do nw .

alot of ppl hate miie as iie wil .

alot of ppl dislike miie .!

bt iie jz wanna let euu all to noe tat

[[ im jz hu iie am .! if euu hear sumthings

bad bout miie , plss do nt

trust it .! if euu do , thn im sry .

we'r nt frenx anymore .! cz euu r my

frenx , n euu should noe tat whether

d bad news is true or nt . either ,

euu oso can jz stop frenx-ing miie .!

iie wont force euu to making uur

choice . n iie wont care bout wad

others say bout miie .! iie luvb

myself , iie luvb my life , iie luvb my style ,

iie luvb my way , iie luvb

all of my frenx n family . so ,

if euu dn luvb miie jz dn frenx miie .!

evendore jz onli left miie alone in dis world without frenx ,

iie wont

mind 2 .! cz iie wont frenx sum1 tat

wont concern , care , luvb ,

believe , respect miie .! so jz respect miie .! ]]

all iie did is nt fr my own gud .! iie wont respect

euu d way euu treated miie .!

n laz anouncment ,

[[ chang lee lee plss fuck off frm my life .! euu'r jz a

bitch .! iie tel euu , if euu luvb my man so much , thn

euu jz take it away frm miie .! bt ...

after iie DIED .! n euu so immature .! stil have

alot of guys out thr , y should euu wan to take

my man away frm miie .??!! euu'r reli a

fucker .! euu should b ashamed of uurself .!

iie tel euu 1 more time .! IIE HATE

EUU 4EVER .! euu'r nt my

frenx anymore .! WO KAN BU QI NI .! ]]

regret of having dis kind of frenx in my life .!