Tuesday, March 30, 2010

haiz

Love .?

What is love .?

愛情是很奇妙的

要來時雖也擋不住

要走時誰也駐子不了

以前我根本都不懂得什麽叫愛

在六年級就開始談戀愛了

很早對吧 .?

那個戀愛對我來說多麽的重要

可是 ...

卻在他的手上 ,

在一個星期内

我的初戀就這樣結束了 .

沒想到

真的很難過

可是我並沒有後悔過

至少它給了我很傷的回意

也許我很傻吧 .

form 1 時 ,

我遇見了他 .

ah bi ~

我也不懂 ,

一步過了一步 ,

就這樣 ,

我門在一起了 .

在一起縂縂有了半年 ,

我一直都很珍惜

可是他卻變了

在Food fair最後一天時 ,

就在那個晚上

我打電話給他

他卻説話説到一半就說

“我們分手吧 “

瓦老

傷心死

那時我在朋友傢過夜

我卻在他的面前哭了起來

我的朋友遍責駡了ah bi

那時的我

真得像一個迷了路的女生

因爲我不知道該怎麽辦才好

隔天 ,

我去hock lee

沒想到 ,

已經到game場

就看到了他

瓦賽 .!!

老天阿

你是不是在玩龍我呀 .?

sad chin .!!

咳

過後 ,

就在form 2那一年

一月一號daniel來追我

我們就在一起了

那時我真的對愛情沒什麽信心了

他卻叫我相信他那麽一次

我相信了

沒想到

又是半年后 ,

他和我分了 .

就因爲是 [ SHARON CHAN LEE LEE ]FB name

他搶走了我的daniel .!!

很恨死他了 .!!

這一生 ,

有他這個堅女生作我的好朋友  ,

真的是很後悔 。!!

算我看錯好了 .

在去年年尾

我跟了leon

沒想到

又是那個劍女人搶走了他

也許我不比她美

我那裏得罪他呀 。??

他媽的

三番四次來搶

還是她主動去追他們的

leon 根本都沒要過他

是她自己一直說她是他女友

真是不要臉

你們說

這個女人是不是很堅 .??!!!

如果能的話

幫我罵她吧

SHARON CHAN LEE LEE

SHE IS A BITCH .!!

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Fun day

28 . 03 . 2010

Out with Wei Hanz biao ge , His gf [ Dollyne ] , ken , anderson .

Than at night go to Haidi house for BBQ .

Fun .!!!!!!!

Thanks for your Tiger Beer all that

kakaxz

<3>

Damai Trip .!!

2 Days 1 nite DAMAI TRIP

With Haidi , kenny , liang mei , frederick , jonathan n his frenx .

we have a great time n moment at thr .!

It's really FUN and COOL .!

I Love It .

Cant wait for june anymore .

Wanna heard some of our story .?

first of all ,

we all decide to meet at pending there .

than we already called the bus aunty to pick us up .

but suddenly ,

she says " My .... Pass away . "

OMG

I dono whether is real or not .

Just ...

UNBELIEVEABLE

Really Lost our mind dy

Than ...

Suddenly i think tiok i have a friends that is a taxi driver .

haidi call him ,

He say RM50 .

Ok .!!

ON .!!

Heheshh

After we reach there ,

we stay at the room for awhile ,

than go to the beach to play .

...

SKIP ...

The next day ,

I cant even sleep at night .

So about 5am Like that ,

Kenny and I went to the beach and talk alots of my problem

Like : Love problem , friends problem and etc ...

He tell me alots of things and advice me .!!

Really appreciate it much .!!

Thanks kenny .


2 Days 1 night trip not really a long time larh .

So we decide to go for 4days 3 night on JUNE .!!

WAITING .!!

<3>

Saturday, March 20, 2010

sad .?? happy .??

咳 , 说到来 , 你还是不懂我真正的意思 .

你说如果留我下来怕我会后悔 , 可是我现在告诉你 .

你不留我才会跟后悔 .!!

不过没关系 .

我知道你不会 .

所以无论如何 , 我都会好好过 .

不会像以前那么笨去割手了 . !!

我相信我能做到的 .!!

今天我看清了一切 , 你不回我信息 .

没关系 , 我懂了你给我的答案 .

谢谢你一直以来的陪伴 , 我不会再打扰你和她的生活 .

你们都要幸福 . 我会离开 .



一直以来 ,我以为我用心对待 , 一切都会很好 。

也以为你不会这样对我 。

可是直到现在我才明白 ,原来是我想太多 。

我现在什么都不敢想 , 也不敢做 。

因为我没有勇气 , 也没有信心 。

怕我会后悔 , 怕我会半途而废 。

不过 , 就在星期一那晚 。

我在大麦想了很久 , 还是没有决定 。

可是到了今天 , 我很相信自己的自觉 。

我想现在是我该放手的时候了 ,

你们放心 。

我不会打扰你们的生活 。

我祝福你们 。

永远 快乐 / 健康 / 开心 / 幸福 。


oohh yarh ,

another announcement ,

JUNE im going to DAMAI with the same gang again .!!

YEAHH 。!!

second DAMAI trip WITH them .!!

DAMAI .!! Wait for us .!! ♥
<3 u guys .

really excited about that .

=)

♥ [ 20.03.2010 ]

Friday, March 19, 2010

恨 。!!

原来快乐只是一下子 ,

而难过却是一辈子 。

咳 ,

今天的我本来是很开心的 ,

因为跟某某人出 。

好久没见了嘛 。

不过当我回家后 ,

有个人告诉我一个东西 ,

那就是她喜欢 。。。[不能说]

那时的我 ,

简直就像已经疯了似的 。

整个头脑都在想 ,

[完蛋了] 。

这次真的完了 。

我很清楚自己的地位 ,

确实比不上她 。

完完全全的输给了他 。

天阿 。!!

真是天意啊 。!

咳

为什么要有这种事发生在我身上 。?

我该怎么办 。?

也许我会选择离开 。

这样他们就会很幸福快乐了 。

[ 你看了一定应该知道我再说你吧 ]

T.T

又是多一个没心情的夜晚 。

睡不着了 。

算了 。

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Damai trip

[ 16.03.2010 ]

Damai trip .!!!

With Liang mei

kenny

frederick

haidi .!!

than i saw tiok hanz ,

dollyne ,

liang them .

Nice trip actually

i love it .!!

<3 <3

Cant wait anymore on june !!

Another damai trip with same gang again .!!

=)

<3 them much much

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

love

每当我想要放弃时,不懂为什么我总是放不下,


我希望那晚他对我说的话都是真的,


而不是在开玩笑,我总希望那是真的 .


真的;有时候对我很好;有时却对我很冷淡;


我很想要放弃


但我做不到 .


我真的很想你 .


不想再回憶那該死的過去了.


我想徹底甩掉過去, 活出全新的自己.


爱情的世界里有永远这个字吗?


每次想放棄時


他就會突然對我很好


所以每次都放不下 .



想哭是因为害怕寂寞没你的陪伴


~想哭是因为我害怕孤单没你的关心.....


~想哭是因为我害怕离别了会想起.....


~想哭是因为我害怕思念你的样子.....


因为思念你...才信息你


因为你的冷漠....使我哭泣...*


*请你不要忘记我们的约定...是你答应我的...*

我也害怕有一天,你会突然出现在我的面前,说你还爱我


那么,我想那时的我肯定会茫然不知所措,


然后头也不回的走掉,为了显示我的坚决,


留给你的,只是一个孤独的背影,我知道那一刻的


我还是忘不掉你,我也很矛盾,既然日历早已翻落了一页,


为的就是迎接你的到来,那我为何还要这样做?


难道就是真的要显示我的无情吗? 我想哭。


却哭不出来,因为所有的泪水已经淹没在了肚子里;


我想说。却无人可倾诉,因为曾经那么了解我的


只有你一人。我想放手。却永远也放不开,


因为我一直恨自己为什么把你抓的那么紧。


所以,我希望选择遗忘。在你面前,我知道,我永远是一颗流星。



mcb .


被人冤枉冤枉到这样 .

Sunday, March 14, 2010

sienzz

Haiz ,

hlp ppl oso tiok scold and slap .!!!

mlm .!!!!!!!

Just wanna help my brother ,

But who Knows ,

He treat me like that .

What Should I Say .?

WHat SHould I Do .?

既然选择对人好是一条罪 ,

那我选择残忍的对待好了 。

每一个人都说我对人太好了 ,

说我太软心 ,

说我太善意 ,

说我太好 ,

结果我得到了什么 .?

欺骗 .?

伤害 .?

被骂 .?

被巴 .?

原来做个好人是这样的 。

真的很难 。

很难 。

...

skip .
skip .
...

昨晚玩得很愉快 ,

也很开心 。

因为是跟他们一起 。

每次跟他们 [[ hilary , shenton , bradon , ah jim ,
momoko , felix , daniel , ah hua them ]] 一起出 ,

我都会特别开心 。

也总是笑 。

因为他们带给我了很多欢乐 。

他们真得很好 。

谢谢你们一直以来的陪伴 。

我们永远都会是好朋友 。

不会分离 。

可是 ,

我过不久 ,

就要离开这里了 。

我也不想的

只是比不得已要离开 。

离开了 ,

她们就会很开心 。

我宁愿自己难过也不要朋友难过 。

我知道你们不会再和我说话了 ,

不过没关系 。

我很感激你们这几个月的陪伴 。

我真的不是故意要伤害你们的 。

请原凉我 。

对不起 。

我爱你们 。

<3

Saturday, March 13, 2010

love you all

My Babe

<3 siblings
-- amy muii
-- ljy amy muii
-- jiiaz jiie
-- bong jia yen muii
-- ting ting jiie
-- nicole muii
-- nana jiie
-- jocelyn jiie
-- anthony kor
-- freddie kor
-- jackson tan kor
-- andy lim kor
-- jeff yek kor
-- bradon hock kor
-- mervyn yee [ ah bin ] kor
-- patrick chong kor
-- geline muii
-- loong kor
-- jacky kor
-- xiiao guii zaii jiie
-- fiona [ khs ] jiie

<3 dearr
-- caitlyn
-- momoko
-- ina
-- fiona
-- xiao mei
-- ai xin

<3 paapaa
-- gorden fong
-- kenny yeo

<3 lovely friends that i love the most
-- John lai
-- lao huey [ ping ]

<3 friends
-- haw zaii
-- Tze teck kuek
-- nou nou [ philip ]
-- edmund
-- pei wen
-- rosy
-- regine

and more and more ...

<3 you all guys .!!
4ever n ever .

Friday, March 12, 2010

sad , leaving .

you say i din do anything wrong ,

and don wanna give you a chance .

but did i .?

I nvr say that .!!

Nvr and Nvr .

just you don know how i feel only .

Sad , Stress , Pressure , Moody , Tired

all this while i Just PRETEND that im ok .

cause i don wan you To worry about me and sad .

I Choose To Be SILENT just for Protect Your Mood .

cause you said that i keep on controling your mood .!

so now i wont already .!!

i wont tel you how i feel .

you wan me to be happy either sad .?

Oouhh ,

I Hope We can Be Happy .

But cant .

felt so sorry of THAT .

Family .?

I Hate Some Of My Family Members .!!

Bf .?

I Had lost my chance already .

friends .?

i had lost many of my friends now .

What shall i do now .?

I lost Everything Dy .!!

T.T

I Know That Life stil Need to go On .

But ...

if i can choose to be gone 4ever ,

i Wil .!!

I Don Wan To Be sad Again .

that's not what i wan .!!

Haiz ,

you say that you wanna give up dy .

n 4get bout me .

Yeahh .!!

Myb you can do it .

sometimes ,

i just hope that you can 4get about me .

but sometimes ,

i wish you don't .

i also dono why .

Myb im Selfish .

Sometimes Wish thAT YOU can 4get about this Bad girl 4ever .

But sometimes ,

Wish That You can Miss mE N Love Me .

-.-

What Am I Thinking Now .??!!

Im Gonna Be Crazy .!!!!!!!

:(

Im sorry once again .

and i already told you ,

my feeling .

just not so sure of that .

Tired .

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

T.T

Haiz ,

2day so moody + Tired + Sienzz

N sivik same group wif them kok .!!!!!!

zzz

sienz .!!!


Wad should i do so that you will 4give me n don

emo / sad again .??

tel me .!!!

i just wanna know .!!!


为什么人家说爱情是幸福的事 。?

而对我来说却是一件伤心的事呢 。?

也许我到现在都一直被人玩吧 。

从来都没有任何人真心爱过我 。

真的很难过 ,

现在我不能再伤心了 。

因为我答应了他们 ,

要开心 。

不可以在想不开心的事了 。

我会坚强 .!!

我会振作 .!!

我不会轻易再掉眼泪了 .!!

Hazel Chong Kai Sze .!!!!

一定要坚强 .!!

你一定会找到镇的幸福的 .!!




Eye Pain Pain arh .!!

T.T

肿了 .!!

waawaawaa .
T.T

Monday, March 8, 2010

laalaalaa xD

Jonathan Chai

Yaw Loong

你说我的部落格写你比较好 。

你说我不关心你 。


现在我写你了咯 ,

看我多好啊

哈哈 。

才刚认识你不久 ,

你就说对我有兴趣 。

我吓了下 ,

就说不要玩 。

你却说得像真的那样 。


无言 ...

能认识到你这么一位好的朋友是我的荣幸 。

真的 。

很高兴能认识到你 ,

你说我为什么对你那么冷淡 .?

我没有答案 。

因为我就是这样 。

不知道为什么 。


最近心情都不是很好 ,

再加上白天上课 ,

下午做工 。

真的是很累很累 ,

整个人都快崩溃了 。



可是没人了解我 。

还因为小事而跟我吵架 。

咳

很累啊

正希望有个人在身边陪我 。

....

skip ...
skip ...

N piggy ping ,

plsssss dn like tat lerh .

iie reli dono wad should iie do dy .

haiz .

dn think 2 much lerh k .?

hope euu hapi .
T.T




write til here .

slp le .

nitez

:D

Sunday, February 21, 2010

HATE LONELY

iie hate lonely .!!
plss go away frm miie .!!!
iie hate euu .!!!!!!!
[ lonely ]

dis few dAYS reli pek cek .
n moody .
haishh
iie don understand wad iie sad bout .
n cry bout .
iie miz him
iie wondering wad he thinking bout .?
do euu miz miie 2 .?
T.T

HATE LONELY + SAD + PAIN + HURT + CRY
plssssssss jz let miie have my hapi life .
:(


took sum pic b4 iie out .
=D






out days

19 , 20 . 02 . 2010 .
hmmmmmmmmmmmh
out wif felix them again ~
same gang . song .! n fun .!
alot of things happen arh .!

skip skip ....


we go to fetch tat pu bo jenny n her sis .

cb , so sienz arh c tiok them . thn at tabuan
jaya thr ,
we saw tiok ah ren . his hands got
a present arh
dono huu give him d . thn he cum
to my sit thr .
iie sit in front , miie n xiao siong
c tiok ,
du rampas his present . bt cnt . we chio lorh .
chio til ... ooppss been hug by xiao siong .
OMG .!!! thn ah jim ask y iie angry him thn he
say he wont fetch those 2 girls out anymore .
=D
AH JIM , if euu wan to out wif them , jz go ahead .
no nid care bout my feelings d . iie noe euu care .
bt euu dont care . jz care bout her .
skip ...


tired
21 . 02 . 2010

stay at hm
punteng wan to b a guaii luii
for 1 day d .
bt mana tahu .? arrgghh .!!
so regret 2day din out wif felix them .!!

so boring at hm .!! T.T jz wanna rest 1 day ,

bt nw iie jz realise tat iie cnt even stay at
hm
more thn 3 hours .!! at hm jz quarrel wif bro .!!

iie rather to go out n ply thn get scolded by bro .!!

grrrrrrrhhhhhhhh .!!! HATE BORING :(

take it b4 felix came my hm .
<3

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

out day

sunday out wif shun yien , ah loong , momoko = spring , kfc ,
visiting , CORE .
monday out wif felix , bradon , daniel goh , Daniel (st.thom) ,
shenton , hilary , momoko , nana , ah jim , ah hua = visiting ,
CORE , pavillion , woodland n many places . tuesday out wif felix
them 2( tuesday n monday same gang )
reli hapi lorh can out wif them .
THEY reli siao d .
3 cars run 2gether .
bt felix stil remain d 1st
hahashh
yesterday he say iie can drive his car ,
thn d bck sit very full dy .
so he say sit at his leg .
iie du sit beside him ,
thn iie say " if euu can drive like dis ,
iie wil clab my hands . "
thn he laugh ,
iie go to bck sit liao
cz so many ppl c tiok .
hahashh
he quite funny d .

at shenton hm ,
keep on hiting him wif pillow .
he oso hit miie .
grrrrrrrrghhh
><
nvm nvm .
thn thn ...
sing k lurh at shenton hm .
d room so small d .
nt enuf sit .
bt nvm d
we can atur
hahashh
thn we out liao .
been chase by dog .
cz they copy d dog shout .
thn d dog chase us .
we run to d car .
laugh til peng ki .
=]

skip skip ...

miz we out d days larh .
dis whole weeks myb out wif them .
hahashh
d day out story 2 long ,
so lazy write it out .
paii sehh yeahh .
=]

n felix ,
dn 4get uur ring worh
when euu nid it bck ,
take frm miie .
stil in my finger arh .!!
haha
=p

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

+u

iie din go to skul for a few days lurh ,
cz iie sick jorh .
wuwuwu .
laz friday sick til nw .
so ko lian .
T.T

wish my sickness recover soon ~
+u +u .

N JIN SHUN ( AKITO ),
mz take gud care of uurself worh .
wish euu recover soon 2 .
+u 2gether barh .!!!
GAMBATEHH .
C=

n wad iie told euu tat day ,
is real d .
so ...
iie oso dono wad should iie do nw .
jz ...
顺其自然吧 。


我 ...
赫赫
不告诉你 ...
=p =p

hapi trip

29,01,2010 30,01,2010


yeapihh ,
iie like to go d place ,
finally ,
nw iie at DAMAI .

oopss ,
actually dis morning iie nid to wake up
early in d morning to go to skul d .
bt ...
iie cnt wake .
so iie din go lurh .
slp til 12sumthing ,
thn my mum kick my burit ,
zzz .
she says " oiihh , already 12sumthing larh .
stil dn wn wake .? late for damai lorh .!!!!!! "
cz we nida check in at 2pm .
we stil nid to go to eat .

thn iie wake up lurh .
bo bian ,
tired .
T.T
for damai ,
iie wil wake .!!
luvb DAMAI .!!

iie went to seafood restaurant for dinner .
n thn go swimming n beach .
2days1nite trip .



LUVB LUVB LUVB .!!!!

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

爱你的感受

我不懂为什么 ,
你会变得一个我根本不认识的陌生人了 。

心很痛 ,
很酸 ,
很疼 ,
恨 累 ,

咳 ,
为什么要变成这样 .?
如果当初我没有告诉你那句话 ,
也许我们就不会这样了 。

忽冷忽略地感受好难熬哦 。
你 ...
现在跟她应该很幸福吧 .?
我会忘了你 。
你放心 ,
我不会在想你了 。
我要做个坚强的女生 。!!



心痛了

lovb euu

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it’s free
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

I want your drama
The touch of your hand
I want you leather studded kiss in the scene
And I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want a bad,your bad romance

I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your horror
I want your design
‘Cause you’re a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

I want your psycho
Your vertical stick
Want you in my room
When your baby is sick
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want a bad,your bad romance

I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
http://www.elyricsworld.com/bad_romance_lyrics_lady_gaga.html
Caught in a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Walk walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy
Walk walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy
Walk walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy
Walk walk fashion baby
Work it
Imma Freak bitch baby

I want your love
And I want your revenge
I want your love
I don’t wanna be friends

(The Same But In French)

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your loving
and all your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Friday, January 22, 2010

sienzz

haiz
23.1.2010 nida wake up at 8am .
cz nid to go to work . T.T so tired .
my life jz like SUCKS .!
lonely + sad + pain + single + headache +
hate + beahh song + n much more ...
y .??
y .??
y .??
y my life is going to b so sucks .?
haiz .
iie hate lonely n sad .!
plsssss go away frm miie .!!
iie dn wn to b a suckers .
n plsssss dn hate miie .
if euu do ,
jz fuck off frm my life .
iie wont b so kind n nice anymore .!
cz ppl jz noe hw to treat miie as a rubbish .!!
iie jz wan to b a happiiee girl .
iie jz wan to have a happiiee life .
iie jz wan to have a nice n swt memories .
reli hope tat iie can had it .
even though b4 d minute tat iie die .
T.T

n iie HATE LIERS d most .!!
so if euu wan to lie to miie ,
thn jz lie .!!!!!!
bt ...
iie wont 4give euu .!!!!!!

n jz hope he can find his happyness .
iie luvb euu as iie do .
bt ...
iie wil try to 4get bout euu .
iie wil .
iie trust myself iie could do it .
+u +u .


ʏ ∂σ ιιɛ иι∂ тσ ƨα∂ и cяʏ αɢαιи ʝz вcz σғ нιм .?
нɛ σƨσ ∂ιи ƨα∂ и cяʏ ʝz вcσz σғ мιιɛ .
ιιɛ ωιℓ 4ɢɛт ɛʋʋ .!
ιιɛ иσɛ ɛʋʋ нαρρι-ιиɢ иω .
ƨσ ιιɛ ωιℓ 4ɢɛт αℓℓ ∂ ραƨт и ƨтαят α иɛω ℓιғɛ .!
ιιɛ иσɛ ιιɛ cαи ∂σ ιт .!
ιιɛ мz ƨтαʏ ƨтяσиɢ иσ мαттɛя нω ƨα∂ и ραιи ιιɛ αм .!

happiie birthday haw zaii .

21.1.2010
2day is a skul day .
n iie woke up very early 2 .
cz iie oso dono y .
headache .
T.T

oopps .
1st thing iie do after iie wake up ,
is check my hp whether got msg or nt .
omg .!
like usual .
omost have 30+ msg tat iie nt yt reply .

haiz
lazy wanna reply arh .
going to skul .
2day iie wil stay bck after skul .
wif my frenx .
cz we go out wif haw zaii .
2day is his BIRTHDAY .
we went to kok boon ,
pullman ,
hills mall ,
parkson ,
kfc ,
tun jugah ,
sarawak plaza .

we went to shopping .
cz we wanted to find sum shirts for
CNY .
bt ,
we couldn't find it .
T.T
DOWN .!

bt nvm lorh .
stil got my frenx company miie .
=]

tqq haw zaii ,
brian ong ,
rosy jong ,
pei wen ,
for company miie yeahh .
luvb euu all .
<3
muuackx .



happiee birthday yeahh haw zaii .
















Sunday, January 17, 2010

hate love

比想象中更痛 ♥ 你真的没回头 我命令眼泪不许失控
回忆不跟你走 都挤在我心中 我就有责任让它值得被珍重
谢谢你曾让我难过 谢谢我没有想太多当爱情左盼右顾的时候
我眼泪都笑了 谁还想哭呢 再勇敢的站着 找回光和热
面对你的时候 我不会舍不得 因为你已是过客 因为路有些曲折
是美的心碎成了沙漠 就快开凿绿洲 我没有时间不知所措
你温柔的双手 本就不属于我 又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢
谢谢你曾让我难过 谢谢我没有想太多当爱情左盼右顾的时候
我眼泪都笑了 谁还想哭呢 再勇敢的站着 找回光和热
面对你的时候 我不会舍不得 因为你已是过客
因为路有些曲折你眼泪都笑了谁还会哭呢
来不及完美的 就唱首骊歌 想起你...的时候 我不是卑微的
反而我没有遗憾
因为我已爱过你 深深的 想起你的时候,我不是卑微的 .

cousin's wedding n happiiee hour nitez . C=

16.1.2010

♥ nw thn iie jz realize tat 16.1.10 8pm start ,
iie can b much more happier thn b4 .
after iie drunk ,
iie can 4get all of d painness n sadness .
y should iie face all dis .?
y do iie nid to continuing suffer all dis painness .?
it's okiiee .
iie stil have my siblings n bez frenx beside miie .
n laz nite berjudi wif my uncles .
quite lucky d .
uncle euu say tat we stil can drunk n judi 2gether on CNY d .
so nw im waiting for CNY day to cum .
miz laz nite memories .
<3


our face after drinking .
c=

we 3 .
my face is blur .


ugly horh .?

stil got alot of pics tat iie haven uploaded it .
cz lazy
xD
sry yeahh .
jz upload 3 pic .
=]

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

1st day of skul .

4/1/2010

1st day of skul .
damn sienzz d .!
alot of things had happen on tat day ,
n iie jz feel so sad after skul .
T.T

haiz .
myb my luck doesn't tat gud .
:(

sienzz arhx .
d teachers .
been teached by disiplin teachers ,
n sum of d teachers damn strict d .
T.T


going to die soon .!
of all d stress tat iie had .!


jz wish tat iie would b hapiie as iie wish .

jz wish tat iie would b as funny as iie wil .

jz wish tat iie would nt to b sad
tat iie do nt wish to .!


jz wish tat iie would b ...

alot of
wishes tat iie wan to wish to .
am my wish cum true .?
am iie .?


iie reli dono wad should iie do nw .

alot of ppl hate miie as iie wil .

alot of ppl dislike miie .!

bt iie jz wanna let euu all to noe tat

[[ im jz hu iie am .! if euu hear sumthings

bad bout miie , plss do nt

trust it .! if euu do , thn im sry .

we'r nt frenx anymore .! cz euu r my

frenx , n euu should noe tat whether

d bad news is true or nt . either ,

euu oso can jz stop frenx-ing miie .!

iie wont force euu to making uur

choice . n iie wont care bout wad

others say bout miie .! iie luvb

myself , iie luvb my life , iie luvb my style ,

iie luvb my way , iie luvb

all of my frenx n family . so ,

if euu dn luvb miie jz dn frenx miie .!

evendore jz onli left miie alone in dis world without frenx ,

iie wont

mind 2 .! cz iie wont frenx sum1 tat

wont concern , care , luvb ,

believe , respect miie .! so jz respect miie .! ]]

all iie did is nt fr my own gud .! iie wont respect

euu d way euu treated miie .!

n laz anouncment ,

[[ chang lee lee plss fuck off frm my life .! euu'r jz a

bitch .! iie tel euu , if euu luvb my man so much , thn

euu jz take it away frm miie .! bt ...

after iie DIED .! n euu so immature .! stil have

alot of guys out thr , y should euu wan to take

my man away frm miie .??!! euu'r reli a

fucker .! euu should b ashamed of uurself .!

iie tel euu 1 more time .! IIE HATE

EUU 4EVER .! euu'r nt my

frenx anymore .! WO KAN BU QI NI .! ]]

regret of having dis kind of frenx in my life .!